YOU

Brokenhearted

Not over a boyfriend, but over a friendship. It feels much much worse. I got brain freeze, I can’t think.

Literally don’t know what to do.

She used to be my family, my half sister, my everything.

If she doesn’t caugh red-handed like this, i know i’ll be the one who stands up for her, but after i got that shit email, i know shit just got serious.

So yeah, if you ask if i’m in the other side, of course. What you did is just wrong in so many different levels.

But i love you, that’s why it hurts so much.

I don’t know why you even bargain our friendship over that ridiculous thing so called love, it’s not love, it’s just bullshit and betrayal, if you still don’t know that

Saw your tweet and twitpic, it hurts me all over again, i ran and cried in the bathroom in the office. So yeah, fuck you.

I don’t know what will happen in the future, but I hope we can be friend again, maybe not as bestfriend like before, but close.

I know you feel sorry, and you should. But I want to say I’m sorry too because I can’t be on your side. Believe me, it’s hard for me too, hope you can understand that.

So yeah it’s dark and I still can’t see the way out of it, hope someday soon there will be, though..

Take a really good care of yourself. Goodbye.