Brokenhearted
Not over a boyfriend, but
over a friendship. It feels much much worse. I got brain freeze, I can’t think.
Literally don’t know what
to do.
She used to be my family,
my half sister, my everything.
If she doesn’t caugh
red-handed like this, i know i’ll be the one who stands up for her, but after i
got that shit email, i know shit just got serious.
So yeah, if you ask if i’m
in the other side, of course. What you did is just wrong in so many different
levels.
But i love you, that’s
why it hurts so much.
I don’t know why you even
bargain our friendship over that ridiculous thing so called love, it’s not
love, it’s just bullshit and betrayal, if you still don’t know that
Saw your tweet and
twitpic, it hurts me all over again, i ran and cried in the bathroom in the
office. So yeah, fuck you.
I don’t know what will
happen in the future, but I hope we can be friend again, maybe not as
bestfriend like before, but close.
I know you feel sorry, and
you should. But I want to say I’m sorry too because I can’t be on your side.
Believe me, it’s hard for me too, hope you can understand that.
So yeah it’s dark and I
still can’t see the way out of it, hope someday soon there will be, though..
Take a really good
care of yourself. Goodbye.