HAPPY NEW YEAR!

YAYYY! It's 2012 now! time flies huh? ;)

I had a really simple new year eve this year, just hanging out with my family! all complete! mom pop and my big sister :) we had a family shopping day and dinner at December 30th, it was nice of course! and we gathered up at the living room watching tv, they fall asleep and i'm doing nothing when there's a real loud happy new year eve festive happening out there!haha

It's January 2, and I'm practically doing nothing, sleeping all day like a pig, eating like a pig, laughing out loud like a pig. yeah super!haha I turned off my blackberry these last 2 days, I don't know why, I just want to, I guess hahaha

If you're asking me how my interview with Shell went, it went GREAT! i mean, i know when they first call me that I already got a job, but we have to work out about our schedule, so I came there, had a little chit-chat about everything, but yeah still, the schedule just wasn't great. I have the final exam until Jan 20, and of course I can't change it, am I God or something? :s they want me to work at first week of January, they're so nice, they even call my college academic officer to talk about me, but yeah, it still doesn't work out. 

No regret though, it's not my fault to have final exam at end of January right? It's just upsetting for me, bcause Shell is working on some big new product, and I actually get to be a marketing team, but yeah, it's not my luck i think ;( I just think that marketing fits me well, more than accounting, you know? 

I don't know actually. gosh, it's not a good thing to be an adult, too confusing :s

so yeah, It's a big 2012. and big number 22 will be officially my age, I have a long talk with my dear bestfriend, binar, before i went to jakarta to celebrate this new year, it's gonna be a golden year for us. I have no more class to attend to, finish my final exam for this semester and just working on my thesis and graduate, back to jakarta to have a real job.

scary huh? But I really want to have the real internship, at the multinational company, i think it would be great on my CV. I lost opportunity to be an intern at law office, unilever, and shell, i just wish my luck will be better this year! BIG AYMEN! don't give up hope right :)

so yeah, my great target for this year, get an internship, graduate, go back to jakarta to have a real job and big money from it!haha My dad doesn't really push me to go to academic thingy, he said that I'm all grown up now, so I can decide things for myself! THANK GOD!!!!! haha I'm a money oriented, and not a real good at academic thingy!haha

It's scarry too, I always go for my dad's word you know? when he says this time i have to choose my own path, it means i can not blame him anymore for anything!haha

He's my role model. hahaha i can't belive i write this, but he is. He's not from a wealthy family, not a spoiled brat like me, he works his way up until he owns a company like now. It's not a big company or anything fancy, but still, i'm so proud of him. He works with passion. I think that's what makes him successfull. My dad is so dead-boring, never watch a movie in the theater, doesn't like shopping, if you ask him what's his hobby his, he'll only say one word "WORKING" haha

but I want to be like that too, it's enough to be a student who doesn't care about her class, just looking at the clock ticking, can't wait to go home. I want to have passion about what i'm doing, my job. 

I have my own project now. Big project for me, it's fun, it's my guilty pleasure and all. I hope I can finish this very secret project this year, it would be GREAT!hihi

I'll have the really big amount of money on this month. It's my money, I'm saving it up for like 3 years! It's a real big money from me, I mean, IT'S ME!! My dad will say that he prouds of me if I don't call him at the end of the month, asking for extra money, saying that I'm hungry but I don't have any money to buy food!hahhaa It's my pride, I can show around to people that I earn this big amount of money. as I said before, I want to go to aussie to visit my best friend right? I'm not so sure about that anymore. it's very expensive, you all know about it. If you read my post before, you know I'm an impulsive traveller, but now when I have the money, I don't know if it's the right thing to spend it. i mean, i always an impulsive person, but now, well I don't know if i should change it or not. I just want to be more responsible about my own life, I think i have to. gosh, thinking about it all making me dizzy :s

so I'll be a good kid for this year. 2-3 years ago, i'm all tipsy and drunk at new year eve, and that year SUCKS! i blame it on my sloppy new year eve party! I had a nice year at 2011. I hope i can have the best year, yeah great year at least, this year. cross my finger for 2012!

Good luck everyone! Live long and prosper!

ah i almost forgot! I have the COOLEST new year gift from tikus! I'll upload the photo soon!cheers!